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    • Thursday, May 19, 2005


    i have mixed feelings about next week... I want it to come cause is my graduation and i guess its pretty self explanitory about why im looking forward to it... but then i dont want it to come so soon because all the close friends that i have found within the past 2 or 3 years will be leaving... either soon after graduation or within a few months to the US or UK.
    i know i know... whats the big deal right? well ive been through this enough times... except this time might we way worse... first time was leaving singapore in the first place... i thought so much more highly of singapore then... probably brainwashed in primary school, but i didnt wanna leave my comfortable home and my wonderful friends in school... so then i settled in fine into my new school in shanghai... and met this wonderful girl who became my first ever best friend... BUT THEN... she had to leave... she had to go back to germany... I remember her last day in school... both of us just started crying in the middle of class... we were 13 that yr... anyway that was the second time.... then the third was when i had to come back to singapore again after grade 9 (sec 3)... and yes... more tears again... i remember crying when i read through the book that my friends wrote goodbye notes in... i had to leave my wonderful friends in SAS... then after first yr in uwc... my new closest friend had to leave back to korea... we had every single class together! (4th time) then the 5th time... will be whats going to happen next week... it just so happens that my best friends here are boarders... so they have to leave with their parents real soon after graduation night... ive known everyone for 2 whole years, going though the difficult IB program together... trying to get extra CAS hours together, and laughing at the wierdest things!! everything is so unforgettable!!!! and i'll really miss you guys LOADS!!! and ive known ayumi for the longest... well just by an extra year... but still.. haha it counts! symphonic band was much more fun with you around... and desaru for cabaret was even better! we had the big room to ourselves!!!
    anyway i know next week will be quite depressing for me... suddenly a whole big group of friends will be leaving... i guess its different if i am leaving singapore as well... it wont be as bad... but i'm still going to be here... whereas everyone else will be somewhere else... sigh... anyway... i'll be alright after awhile... new friends will come... maybe go again... but i guess its just one of the downsides of being in an international school yah?

    I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...2:49 PM


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