Tuesday, July 05, 2005
today i went for ray's 17th birthday party along with jun, jasmine, jess, armaan, michelle, yee ling, yvonne, and li zhen. so including ray, there were 10 of us. first we had lunch, then we went bowling... quite fun i must say, and then played pool and table tennis. (terribly action packed!) anyhow, i saw many familiar faces there today which reminded me that i really miss going to school... okay maybe without the intensive learning part, but generally, the people! everyday we are used to seeing the same faces, and talking to the same people, but its only when you actually leave school and spend most of your day sleeping, staring at the tv or computer screen, or whether its giving out tissue packets at suntec or clarke quay, then you realise that you might have taken those familiar faces for granted. Perhaps you could have spent more time talking to the person and trying to make the best of the little time that we had. But i guess now its too late for regrets. Everyone has either already flown overseas for uni or just to go back home, or will do so in a matter of months. It is very likely that i wont be seeing many people that i knew from school ever again, but i guess the silver lining around this dark cloud is that life goes on, and new friends will come, and hopefully not go. Which is why i'm so thankful and glad that i have my cell! They are so much fun to be around, and well putting things bluntly, they almost make me forget that i actually feel so sad that my friends from school left or are leaving. (But dont worry, i havent forgot!) So I guess the best anyone could do now is just not to lose touch and hopefully one day, we will all meet again.
I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...12:27 AM
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