Friday, September 23, 2005
its a friday night, im sleepy and im at home... well i guess those two things support each other...so yay! haha... anyway tomorrow is my day off... hmm what am i gunna do... sigh... am i missing work? or just missing my friends? do i miss what ive been doing everyday for the last month? or just seeing the same faces in school everday? sigh... this is a pretty big change in my life... not that im NOT going back to school or anything, but its just that since ive experienced real working life, the routine, responsibilities, and all, things have... lets say... been different... ok i think i'm not making any sense... maybe its just me... but during work, i want to just go home to sleep. but now that im home. i need something to do... weird huh... i never thought i'd say that... sigh... perhaps work has been a good thing for me... would i have ended up being really sad or wanting lots of attention in exchange for my friends if i didnt start working? *shrug* (does anything i just said make ANY sense at all??....sigh)
I guess this is a beautiful mistake too...8:47 PM
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